Snake Eyes

Everyday I feel like I am walking in a casino and rolling the dice.  I shake them up in my hands and blow on them hoping for a good roll.  Just maybe it will be a good roll.  Anything but snake eyes. 

            As a woman with PCOS I really don't know what kind of a day I am going to have.  I really have no clue.  It could be an emotional day, I could be really down or very happy.  I could have aches and pains all over my body, maybe even in places I never new existed.  Possibly I could have little to no pains in my body.  I could have lots and lots of energy and want to clean the entire house (not likely) or I could have little to no energy and just want to sit in the chair all day or worse stay in bed. 

            Occasionally I roll the dreaded snake eyes.  This is a dreadful day.  A day that finds me in pretty severe pain, headache, nausea and very high anxiety and low energy.  I would like to think that those days are fewer and far between, but I am not so sure.  Today happens to be the day that I stayed in my chair all day.  Through all of these ups and downs and these days of wondering what will happen the thing I am most fortunate in having is my husband.  He is my rock.  Through everything he learns to roll with the punches.  I just wish all women with PCOS had a man in their life that took the time to fully understand their condition and fully support their woman throughout all the ups and downs despite how the dice land.  ~ Tammy

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