Friday, July 13, 2012

Return to Crystal Lake


It is Friday the 13th today and boy is it ever.  Do you ever just have one of those days.  Today was that day for me.  I have felt very overwhelmed for a good part of the day.  Constantly things bombarding me all day long.  I really feel like turning off the phone, closing the blinds and shutting the world out for the day, but I cant do that.  Can I?  Lets see what tomorrow brings.  A new day, a fresh start, that’s all I need.  But truly is that what I need?  On a day like today the average person would be about half as irritated as I am, but the average person does not have PCOS.  I get so irritable that I start taking my frustrations out on the important people that really don't deserve it.

             I am learning that every day is different for me.  I will have good days and I will have bad days, but I am still moving forward in this journey. I cannot use my PCOS as an excuse or a crutch.  Yes, women with PCOS are much more irritable due to our hormone imbalance, but truly my PCOS has made me a stronger woman because it has pushed me to the point of knowing what I am capable of as a person.  I am optimistic that tomorrow will be a better today than today was.  It has to be.   Psst, but between you and me, I will be going to bed early tonight.  Good Night.  ~Tammy

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