Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Pain is Weakness Leaving the Body


I have had many changes in my life due to my PCOS.  Many weird things that cannot be explained.  I have had knee problems for a while now and due to my weight and other things they are getting worse.  I have fallen several times and torn ligaments and tendons.  At times it feels as though there is nothing between the bones and they just rub together.  I have had several internal pains that I really don't even know what they are, possibly some internal organ or a pulled muscle in my sides and back.  Maybe my ovaries acting up.  These are just a few of the things that have caused me lots of pain recently.  I am taking glucosamine for my knees, hoping it will rebuilt the cartilage there and then the daily struggle of losing weight to take some of the pressure off of them.  Its funny how sometimes you just get used to the pain.  It is so severe and it is kind of like a dark cloud over your head.  When you take some medicine to try and alleviate it then you finally feel a bit free.  I feel that for two months straight it was a bit of a daze.  I do know that pain is weakness leaving the body.  I know that this is making me a stronger person and I will get through it. ~ Tammy

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