I woke up this morning with a lot on my mind. I am trying with everything in me to remain
positive and keep my chin up through everything that is going on in my life,
but sometimes it gets to be to much. As
a woman with PCOS I live everyday with multiple symptoms. It is so difficult to put my finger on one
thing because it is several things bombarding me at one time. Between the aches and pains, the major lack
of energy, and constant mood swings it is mentally and physically exhausting.
There are so many things I want to do. I have an ongoing list in my head of just
small things I want to get done around the house or God forbid I actually go
out and have a pleasant evening away from home. These things are always on my mind, things I want to get accomplished
or if I actually get up and do them then the next day I suffer as if I ran a
marathon.
All of these things just feel so overwhelming and
it is nearly impossible to keep my chin up.
This just adds to my depression and anxiety. That is why it is so important for me as well as you all to be in
this group. I need the support as much
as everyone else. So maybe my glass is
looking half empty today, but at least I am striving to look at it as half full
or maybe someday completely full and running over. ~ Tammy
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