Family Emotions

I have found that when stressful emotional things happen in your life the emotions seem to be 10 times harder to deal with. I had one of these emotional issues come up first thing this morning. There is nothing that I can do to help the situation because I am 18 hours away.

I just want to break down and cry and scream that its not fair, but I cant do that. I have to stay strong for my family. I have to hold the tears back and reassure everyone that things will be ok. With my hormones being all over the place with the PCOS this is the hardest thing to do. I mean come on I cry just watching TV shows, how am I suppose to stay strong and not let my family down..... Some how I am finding the strength to do it. I am working and doing what I need to do to make this day move forward the way that it needs to.

Being so far away from my family can be really tough. When things come up that affect us all,  these are the times that I want to jump on a plane and head back to Colorado, to be there with them and not just over the phone with them. But then I look at my husband and what we have here in Texas and it helps remind me that I have a wonderful life. God has truly blessed me with the blessings in my life. I may not have a baby yet, but I have the best family any one could ask for. We have our issues but I love them all and we support each other through everything. I have great friends, who are the biggest support system that any one could ask for.  I dont know what I would do with out them. So even dealing with PCOS and the emotional mess that it gives us I can still hold my head up high and be strong for those that need me.

So for today I say Ha PCOS I won!!

Thank you for listening to me!

Warm Wishes,
Tabitha

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